Tuesday, August 11, 2009
random
Who's not happy if u'r just 2 days plus to home sweet home? I am..Very indeed:) hehe..
While very excited to go home,the first experience traveling alone..slalu naik kapal terbang kan ayah yg uruskan,hah nie kene urus sendri..padan muke ..wee~ Its exam now.. Aiyoo..
Yesterday while duin revision n all,know what we did?listen to lagu raye!hahah..tak sabar oi raya.. siap nyanyi sesungguhnye.. lagu sudirman..dari jauh ku pohon maaf..
part paling kekek ialah bile ade wrd 'rantauan' i dgn fizzy biaselah,suare2 alal2 legend dgr gaye sumer. terjerit2 kul 1 pagy!hahaha
Huaaa..cnt wait sey raye..
Kite dua dah tempah baju raye n dah siap pon..best:))
Sepasang lain design nye..hehe..
Haritu national day,tak nak hilang singapure di hati.. kite para singaporean pon melaungkan lagu kebangsaan sendri di ruma. The 5 of us pon ber-MAJULAH SINGAPURA..hehe...
smbil sing along session.. huishh..ade jugak org yg tk tau pledge eh..hahaha..balik suro dia hafal plegde singapore.hahaha :D
Oklah bye,nak blaja ahwal shakhsiah..:)
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Words that flow from my heart..

FeelinG a bit solemn & blue...
Well, Im suppose to be out there well not yet in class but out therelah in sch..
I skip my 2nd lecture!truly honest here..hehe..Y?bcz im supposed to insihab n idhofah a subject which i cnt at the moment..
Ive already starting to feel sad n solemn about the girls leaving soon.. Well,kak yaya n raihan both hav graduated..
Fizzy,Zawani n K.Dee are graduating soon! Im left here back alone square one.I mean not literally alonelah,of cz i hav other frens to hang ard n be with me..
But i hav to adjust n change my routine n likings(mayb) to the new environment n ppl..
The gerls are my family for the past whole academic yr,3 sems to be exact! We play hard,laugh harder,cook together n get upset with each other!We fought!who said we dsnT?we bully each other n it's still continueing..
I found another family of my own here.Of cz my own blood family cnt be replacedlah..
But a family with only ur frens is a truly precious experience!If only it's possible, i wld love to freeze this momenT!
Everyone in this house has their roles n responsibilities,we dun rely like put it like"this is ur role n ur job" but it's like being understood naturally..
Fizzy seems to be the head of the house after kak yaya left..
That's y kak yaya is SHIFU besar..hehe
n fizzy -ChonG!
Without any specific reason n unconciously we tend to abide by her wrds..hahaha! Funny but truth..
Raihan being unique with her own styles that charm the hearts will tend to be the want to persuade the charmed hearts..Understood eh?:))
Her magnet is very the kuat..
If not,how cn we get free sotong n kirim makan tatkala malam menjelma..hahaha:))
She is always the mummy's helper!Very gd at it!
She also seems the one with the new info yg i consider "pelek but interesting".
Eg:ilmu kene 'ain,which is i personally experience it interesting..hehe2!
Zawani is truly one of a kind..
She is someone i consider honestly-pelek!
But her pelekness i believe is wat makes her now,dat cn make her parents very proud of her.
Sorry gerls,of cz ur parents are proud of u all..
But im highlighting zawani bcz u noe y,
She's weird,degil at times,pelupe.. n slenge klaka but she's not hopeless..
(tears already roll my eyes..)
Deep dwn,she's lovable n a fighter.Oh yeah!She is!
She fights for watever she wants n believe in despite looking lembut outside. She may look lembut but not lembek..
I personally adore her strength to get up very early n consistently,constantly,memorise the whole kitab a mth before exam! Her strength to memorise is superb!
Im very fond of it..
Her preparations before pouring over papers is wat i consider her biggest asset..
Also,she's excellent in cutlery skill!
Surolah potong mcm mane &bagaimane,it will turn up exactly u want,the same sizes also all..:))
(selingan jap eh-i br balik skola nie..feqh aiman ROCKS!hahaha,Dr yg ajar pn redup @dingin mate memandang..panas tros jadi sejuk..hahaha)
Kak Dee or Kak Da,
Wat cn i say bout her?
She's a definitely fine lady!
The first person i talk with bout gg Jordan & all.Thru' her i learn lots..
She has many similar interests as i am,
undoubtly the craziness fr hindi..hahaha!
Her likings for things cn b my favourite also:))
Kak Dee is an interesting person to talk with her cz her expressive cn rely influence u..its a WOW!
It can even cause opps..*accident*hehe-ingat tak tgn fizzy terkelar?sbb kak dah seronok sgt bercerite..hahaha
One special thing bout Kak D also,she loves collections..the 3 B's-Books,Bags n Baju.. hehe
Well,i enjoy watching her collecting it all cume,
Bile nak pakai baju tu kak,kan janji soifi?:D
We wanna c u in many different colours *roll eyes* :D
Kak Yaya@Shifu,
U hav leave us but u surely dun leave our hearts..
As for mine,ur mark is very deep Myni DarlinG..
I hav no wrds to describe how big my thanks to u for wat u did to me..
the help to get me in Yarmouk..
My million thanks again~
Being Shifu in the house,
Kak Yaya is always the "cip" to start most things..
Eg: i watched our video last wkends..u cn see how cip@shifu u r..
We were like following every steps u did.
*clue-fizzy n ur bdae* hehe
She's also our wiseman-ala2 nenek in the house..
We always turn to her for her advices!
Sungguh kenenek-nenek kan..hahaha:D
I personally like seeking her opinions in most things cz she will like tell u the direct solutions with no bunge2..very practical n straight!
Well,dat's her.Ms.Practical:))
Fizzy..
My roomate one n only.
I dun noe whether she like it or not but I like being her -definitely not-identical twin.
I enjoy irritating her (rely!) But of cz nt at the wrong time lah..nanty she meletup i nanges..hehe
Being with fizzy,i have a new hobby- sharing of thoughts!
We do it like most of the time tak kire mase n tempat!
The discussions we have is like never ending,too many to talk n fiight about..
Nak tdo pn bleh bobual smpi berjam2,slagi sala satu tk berhenti diam..we cn burn all the candles juz talking,sharing of views fr one topic to another smpilah subuh.
Ok!mengaku..both of us talkative!hahaha:D kan fizzy?:D
This is my personal opinion,
While debating n sharing I c another side of views.
Or maybe she categorises it as thinking out of the box which i most of the time tak terfikir..
We had difficulties understanding each others' point of views before but we adapt n learn.
It's fun! I enjoy it fizzy:))
Another interesting thing bout fizzy,she's the most creative among us..(according to me)
She will always come out with solutions to make things possible when I thought it's a dead end.
Her favourite quote:"kalau takle cmnie,y not try cmtu?"
In conclusion,
Fizzy darling marling honey sugar pie(i tau u geli but i dun care:P)
Im truly thankful to u for the moments we shared n the many unpaid, unregistered, no cert lessons u thought me..
It's too many..
Each is special in its distinguished area,I cnt say enuf..
Just 2 wrds:Alhamdulillah n syukran:))
This may seem a bit early to u gerls since u all are still around me exept kak yaya,
But beloved gerls..
This is my token of appreciation n gratitute for the love we share all this while.
It's never too early to say thanks to the one I love..
Who knows there wnt be tomorrow..
Kal ho na ho..
At least,
There's a written memory dat YOU-kak yaya,fizzy,ahan,wani n kak D
are remembered n treasures deeply by me..
Forget me never,the tie shall always be like this till our last breath..n jannah!
I hope so!Insya Allah..
Uhibbukunna Jamian Li ajlillahi insya Allah..
P/s: Mash n Adik,Both of u are my blood sweethearts..No replacement!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Short RunawaY is always FUN
Yeay! We were at Ma'in,Jordan's Hot spring WaterFall
Best GLER!!
Beautiful Place~
I was so Excited!meskipon air sepanas-panasnye 45 degrees oi!
Pointing at them..they were dancing @ Ma'rad makan2 student yarmouk:)
Certificate of recognition
Us & the Bruneians
FooD!
N MORE food:)
Friday, May 22, 2009




Here are some pictures taken di saat bunge2 sedang mengembang setaman~hee
Notes from org tgh imtihan..
It's imtihan time..Wat's new eh?
I realise from the very start right after the first test it has been an endless non-stop blaja.
I'm having another paper tomorrow and it's another susa paper, not to compare with the one i sat yesterday.Huaa~
Again I realise,
U have to adapt to differences in order to survive and enjoy the beauty of that differences,
No Pain,NO Gain~
Quoted fr Dr.Samirah-one of my favourite lecturer:
If living in dunya is that easy,
many will not appreciate the beauty of Iman because Iman is not simply inborn
But it's something that needs to be kasb-strive to gain.
Therefore no doubt,difficulties will definitely be along the way..
Key to overcome it,
As-Solah was Sabr
قوله عليه سلم :
الصلاة نور و الصبر ضياء
- صحيح مسلم
Solah is Nuur:
which can only be felt the beauty thru' deep khusyu' & taqwa lillah.Need serious efforts!
Sobar is Dhiya':
Dhiya' is also nur but the glance of it will bring intensity of heat n u can get burnt.
Lagi2 kalau berjemur lelame dalam cahaye bersinar2 Mr.Sabar..
Then again,it will definitely reach its' believers to nasr-success:))
N undeniably great Iman-Insya Allah!
Quoted fr:
فقه السيرة النبوية للدكتور محمد رمضان البوطي
One of the reason why Allah didnt directly let Rasulullah & the muslims win over the mushrikun n kafirun is:
To know the real muslims n those who are pura2 muslim.
Org kalau pura2 mane tahan dgn ujian yg lebih2 n susa2 cm zaman Rasulullahkan...
Bile ade ujian baru tahu ketahan diri n kesabaran tu bercahaya ke tak..:))
Mafhum AyaT surah Al-Baqorah,214:
*Ingat senang2 ker Allah nak beri syurga kalau tak diuji hebat2 di dunia nie.
*Allah akn beri nasr-pertolongan utk sape yg sabar, yg pass his exams..
Dun Forget:All these pain are ibadah & definitely u'll b rewarded whether in dunya where u can feel it or in the hereafter..
Oklah,honestly ckp2 nie sumer utk peringatan diri..
Bila kita berbicara kpd org lain sebenarnya ia lebih pada dakwah kpd diri sendiri.
Doa to All n For myself~
To You dat I've doubted,
Mujhe Maaf kardoo..
Sunday, April 5, 2009
sharing is caring!
It's been really a very long2 time..till sumone souded:"entry sebulan sekali ker?" Ans:"ai2 cip :P"
It's not there's no time(cmlah skola 24/7)or nothing to share.There are so much to be shared.But I'm still in the process to fall in love n bercinte with writing & blogging.I personally prefer sharing eye to eye because it's easier. lecehla time2 nie!time consuming.. Ckpkan senang!An hour nye timing cn finish within halv an hour :P hehe
As my mind thinks faster then my hand,masalah..rase bnyk nak ckp terlepas. Insya Allah with constant practise,I will improve k..
So,sorilah utk yg sape tu tertunggu2..maap jela!bukan ramai pon..Its adik n Mash..hehe!apape pon I'll put my best effort for both of u:))
We're having sports day dis Friday!It's an annual thinge' organise by PERMAI-it's a malaysian organisation which include Yarmouk Students n Jordan Uni Of Science n Technology(JUST).
We have 6 teams dis yr. N im in the orange tean n name kumpulan -NAMRUL HULK-(asalnye haq) biar org tengok gerun skit sbb name kan rimau..hehehe:D
Believe it or not I am n want to participate in "lompat jauh"..hahaha!klaka kan?
Jauhnyelaa aku nk melompat..Ntah berape inci jela aku dpt lompat.Im inspired n pushed by fiza.Cz she'a also participating plus to jela yg i rase i bleh main!(nie dia tgh smangat prektis,exercise n lompat2,nak join!!)hahaha..
Another thing,lompat jauh no pressure,setakat jauh ke dekat je mampu dilompatkan..hahaha!cube lompat tinggi!hahaha..kang tersangkut punggungnye pat pagar..hahahaha :D
Sports yg ditandingkan sumer outdoor yg im "very" experienced..taunyela aku main nerball n volleyball.Marathon?lari2? senang2 je paling coroT..hehe
Ping Pong lg..Kang pong2 ping2 pat dinding,free2 nye kasi opponent menang w/out sweating:D *roll eyes-dumb*
I realise after 4 yrs mixing with the malaysians,they are very good at sports!Almost all of them dat I know are versatile players in various sports. Dr Marsah smpilah Yarmouk..Wakil negerilah,wakil negaralah..*takot ge gerl* I cn only big O kan my mulut jela when hearing dat:D
I? wakilkan org jela mainkan i..hahahah:D
At the very instant also,my mind is busy thinking n still is -questioning myself:what are the things I'm good at n am distinguished besides sch n books.Hahaha:D Yet to find any idea~ *trok trok trok ah*
Takle harap betul lah..
Sports? zerolah!Kalau main untuk 2K-ketawa n kalah-bolehlaa! :D
Writing?Poetry? I hav many collections! But it's an incomplete one. Selalu half-way thru dia go for long retirement,tak tau ble nk go out of the retirement..hahaha:)
Ape lagi eh?
Oh yeah!One thing i am very good at n telah dicap tersohor sah oleh my adiks n my roommates ialah : membebel!hahaha:D
Tu komfem ramai yg tahu.My favourite past time hobby: memebebel n complain2..Very efficient n experienced!!hee~
On a serious note,ive just discovered dat efforts pays a thick bill.It's not a definite "u tak bagus or bagus".Most of the time its either u havent try duin dat sumthg or tried but havent try enuf to improve urself. Kalau tak tkkan ade quote:practise makes perfect!kan kan kan? :)
Well,it's true some people are gifted with certain abilities but take note horh..kalau gifted tp tk diasah bakat tu taklah bleh jd pro kan?ape pon bidang keahlian dlm hidup nie mesti diusehekan.Anugerah Allah mesti digunekan sebaiknye,takle lah tros2 je nk tip top w/out sedikit kepayahan.
Speaking fr experience,Ive always thought before dat im not a creative person!Well,dat's unlikely to be true now.I mean ive improved a bitlah..
Creativity I believe its like reflection of one's personality.Its part of u!The question is whether u've loosened the creativity knots in u or not is a sumthg dat need to be highlighted!
U are creative when picking the colours of ur clothes,noe how to mix n match things perfectly according to ur likings or creative enuf to save urself fr troubles.
Cumenye if u wanna be different fr others,tu yg kene work harder so dat ur ideas are genuinely creative copyright fr U.How to?break free urself n indulge in activities dat generate ur creativity. Like?U cn start by picking up a new hobby.N the common hobby cn b different n not normal n boring with the touch of urself..
Im choosing scrap books as a new hobby!Well,it started with Kak Yaya's b'dae.I want an unconventional b'dae gift n more of personal touch.Pk nye pk..teringinlah nk buat kad sendri!aiyyoo peneng kepale nak buat cmne.Read,look n dig..
i pon buatlah b'dae kad yg berbutang baju..org jahit butang pat baju,aku jahit butang pat kertas den tmpal lah reben,wall paper jd words n kertas dah mcm kek lapis.Konon colour2..hehe!
She's impressed so do the gerls n to me it's a gd start!
The 2nd shot was creating an album for kak yaya also.Since she graduated already,we decided to give her a photo album,but it's not a normal boring one,ku ditugaskan utk dekorasi photo album tu..
Thus,Pictures are cut,papers are shapes.Wrds are written in serious,funny way(contributed by the gerls n mself).
Pantun sumer klua,tiket entry pyramid ku sumer dikorbankan for dat album.Sticker air ghadeer,resit makanan sumer all in:)
After the whole process: cutting.pasting.sweating.kaki sakit sumer,tk tido,I find it very worth.Takdelah cantik n creative mane,but d most impt thing is I'm happy im duin sumthg dat is purely my effort.Sumthg i think i cn improve better n want to do again!
Actually all dez scrap booking dahde pat sg.ade classes yg conduct sumer cume i je tak tau.. :)
Also,another special interest i discover it here is travelling@packaging!My family used to travel n we travel overseas or simply malaysia quite often.Once a year?likely to...
Cume yg i rase nak creativekan ialah nnty how u want the holiday to b worth n b diff fr before.
Mcm2 bleh buat!buat homework dulu,crk places yg best2 berbaloi visit plus be clear of ur aims n targets of visiting!If u want it to be releks2 luxurious,crk n gunekan scr bersesuaian.Kalau nk adventureous,le try the common activities org ahli negara tu n so on...
C i told u!i mmg pakar n master membebel..hehehe!c its so the meleret already:))
But really im telling u,there are always more in u to discover.Go on n find it!
Bagus atau tau boleh kalau nak! If u hav tried out dat new sumthg n u wanna b the best out of it.. Go on practise n put extra efforts.If u ask the pro how they cn b one,they sure tell u practise but with the eyes open wide ah..bukan practise2 tp tk perbaiki kelemahan!kalau gtu,seratus thn prektis pon no change maa...
Last but not least,watever u try n discover remember to share n giv it back to the ummah!:) If u hav bcome a pro in it or not, try to use it the best to help others in any way:mentally,physically n spiritually(paling impt) cz u never know maybe dat little help cn touch the lives of others n cn bring victory to our beloved religion-Islam!
Khalid Bin Al-Walid r.a was a very professional ketua panglima perang!Kepakaran,keahlian n kekreativitian(hehenape daa punye bahase) beliau hanye terserlah dalam medan peprangan.
Bile sumer sahabat Rasulullah s.a.w sebok hafal2 ayat quran n test2..Mereka tanye Khalid r.a ape surah yg beliau hafal,dah brape bnyk?Beliau jwb yg dia cume hafal surah basic:Al-Farehah, Al-Ikhlas...yg sesuai utk solat saje. Dia jawab:"Mcm mane aku nk hafal Al-Quran mcm kamu semua sedangkan mase ku hampir sepenuhnye digunekan utk berfikir tentang taktik peperangan?"
Meski kepakarannye tertumpu pd peperangan bukankan Khalid Bin Al-Walid memberi sumbangan yg cukup besar pd umat Islam?Kalau tk krn idea beliau dan susa payah beliau dan para sahabat berperang hingge tak sempat hafal quran(mungkin awak hafal lebe bnyk) taklah Islam smpi pd kite.Ye taK?
Sikit atau bnyk,it does contribute sumthg..
*Soul searching,discover ,share n THANK HIM* renung-renungkanlah k.. :))
قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه و سلم
من لازم الاستغفار جعل الله من كل همّ فرجا ، و من كل ضيق مخرجا ، و يرزقه من حيث لا يحتسب
-حديث صحيح
Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: "Sesiapa yang senantiasa beristighfar, Allah akan hilangkan semua kesedihannya, dan akan lapangkan apa saje yg sempit(di dlm hidupnya) dan Allah akan rezkikan dia daripada sumber yang tak disangka-sangka"
و الله تعالى أعلم
Saturday, February 21, 2009
updates...
I'M taking my half-time!Taking the oppurtunity to blog yang telah sekian lame ditinggalkan. It's either memang busy atau buat2 busy...hehe
I have so many readings to do.Currently reading Madkhal Syariah by Dr.Zaidan and I haven't finished reading it since yesterday.Paham tak? dari smalam bace tak abes2!Strez betul ler.. Nie ade 4 kitabs to be read..Aiyyoo..
Cube eksyen tak bace dulu sblom lectures maunye ternganga2 blurr.Mane taknye,dahlah Dr bobual laju cm keretapi,aami+fushah!Gedebushhh!Amek kau...Nak paham skit2 tu mmg senang,tp nak 100% paham tu yg kene concentrate se concentrate-concentratenye..(rosak bahase!kalau cikgu bahase nampak mesti dia geleng2 kepale..hehe)
Bab concentrate tu yg lemau..baru terberangan sikit..dah hilang dah!padan muke! Blom part budak arab nie sesatu angkat tangan nak menjawab n bertanye,dahlah tu soalan bahasenye cm bahase arab alien..aiyyooo!Dushhh!
Nie nak crite..smlm g lah kuliah.. pastu adelah point tertinggalkan sbb kurang dgr..Before that mengadu dgn Fiza..Dia pon ajar tacticnye.. Ape tau.. Bile tertinggal tu,copy je bdk arab sblah!Copy betul2 takyah cover2 eksyen berlakon..
Dan smlm dgn jayenye pon aku ikut petua tu..hahaha! Tak pernah lagi copy2 cmnie slame blaja tp smlm ku ikut plak petua si fiza nie. Ku copy kawan sblah tanpe segan silu!Tgk bukunye sampai tunduk2 tak malu..hahaha!naseb dia pon kasi tgk..pastu nak cover malu nye pasal, lepas class eksyen tak paham tanye2 soalan dgn dia..cover line paisey ler..hahaha:D naseb dia understanding kite ajnabi :P hahahaha
Nak crite nie lagi...Pelek tapi benar dr smlam terlupe password! Smlm terlupe password skype! keco tanye Yam sampailah terpakse tukar password.
Dan hari ni plak terlupe password LAPTOP!! Pelek kan?
Pagi tu type2 password (yg disangke betul) abe takle..Bnyk kali!! Sampai kak dayah suggest pegy re-format laptop..aiyyoo..
Crk Maryam lagi..Call dia,tanye2..mule2 sumer salah.Last2 baru betul! Pelek tak?? Hari2 pakai Laptop boleh lupe password. Ya Allah! The password tak come across my mind at all! I was so freaking scared and amazed plus seriously pelek.. How can I forget something that is like an everyday routine? Pelek!Innalillah...
I was so stunned sampai cm takle nak kate ape! Wallahi langsung tak ingat-blank@zero password tu. Mati2 ingat yg sala tuu.. Hai Ya Allah!
Tu lah kan..name pon manusia,kite pon tak tau bile yg kite lupe.. Allah twist skit ingatan kite tros lupe abes.. Tafakkur sejenak...
Nauzubillah min nisyaan yang berpanjangan.. Nauzubillah...
Oklah..nak continue buat ape yg patot.. Love to my dearest! Doakan lah i tak lupe2 lagi n senantiase dipancuri nikmat rezki iman,ilmu,kesehatan dan wang bnyk2 @selalu.. hehe..
Actually,doa for All also lah.. :))
اللهم لا مانع لما أعطيت
و لا معطى لما منعت
و لا ينفع ذا الجد منك الجد
و الله تعالى أعلم